is fair week...so i signed me and Owen to work in the Radio by Grace booth for a few days. then today me and Thomas worked there from 1:30 till 5 it was long and boring but we got a few people signed up to win a free ipad. Afterwords we went over to a cookout with some peeps from church to talk bout the air show and what was good and bad all in all the airshow went well for a first time thing!! im glad i got to participate in that.
I feel in freak out mode a little bit and i didnt stay to hang out with Owen cuz i didnt wanna drive him crazy about it becuz he calls me crazy when i do. i keep getting all these bad thoghts or things up in my head that i wanna ask him bout and hell probably be wtheck so i just left becuz he thought i was cranky so its best to come home then to hang out for a bit. I wish he would help me or try to understand my freak mode and then maybe i wouldn't be so freaky idk. it makes me crazy sometimes. maybe hes annoyed by me cuz i mean we have hung out almost every nite till late. so idk i just need some sleep and not to be woke up my nehemiahs alarm for school!!
It really sucks not having a job its maken me nuts and i wanna cry!!
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