Wednesday, September 12, 2012

I know life..

...isnt perfect and nothing in it will ever be except Jesus. and I know my life isnt perfect right now even with the loss of my job which i am ok with...but everything else seems to be well!! But i find it hard to enjoy my time when God is blessing  when i know my friends life has fallen part and it doesn't seem to look like it will get any better!!! How do you  deal with this!? One of my friends whom ive know for 10++++ years i call  her my sister becuz thats how she is too me her husband just up and left her and the kids after 13 years!? Sure no marriage is perfect becuz we are human filthy rags to God but i still im at a loss for words at this they were suppose to be together forever ...and i have another friend who was engaged and now single and moving back home its like what went wrong!? Is not fixable? I just want these women happy not lost and hurt and out of love. Seeing things like this happen makes me sad and hard to close my eyes and get lost in love in a relationship.becuz i dont ever wanna end up in divorce broken hearted and lost alone out of love it pains me to even think bout it!!!!  This isnt the first time sth like this has happen in my life.. a few back i was ecstatic becuz after 8 years of the same car i baught anew one i was on cloud 9 everything was going good my job my family life no love life becuz i didnt want one i was happy. and then another friend... her life was falling apart and  i couldnt stomach her pain they were gunna lose their house her husband didnt wanna work or do anything she wanted to leave and i think on top of that she was having a miscarriage for the 7th time I couldn't speak anything that comforted her all i could was hug her and sure it didnt solve allthe problems she had but it helped her at that time and moment someone cared enough to listen to her and i still do i love my friends and i hate hate hate to see them go threw trails its hard to deal with. Im glad i and and those 3 friends serve the God of all comfort  Amen for Jesus!!

2 Corinthians 1:3-5 Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also abounds through Christ.

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