Friday, July 20, 2012

maybe its true or not true...

...when somethings are left unsaid!? I  think  if you want problems or anything else resolved guess u better speak up. today seemed to bea good day hanging out with Owen and my kids all day long got all of owens new truck business taken care of i got a new cell phone and an amarillo number finally. So after runing  around town we had a yummie lunch and then we did a few more things and then went to go swiming. I was changing clothes in owens roomwhile he watched the boys and his work phone went off and it was his 1st ex wife calling for like the 15 time today...seriously i only knew it was her becuz her info is saved on his work phone...really..for wat? he dont work with her he doesnt have a life with not that i know of at least..maybe i shouldnt be overreacting so much but really!! i dont talk to any of my ex's except zaki's dad and thats like once a month and even he knows im dateing Owen now so hes not gunna bother me with nonsense. i feel like a crazy bout this. My one friend told me if i wanna move into the future with him ineed tolet go of my old past and just tust....id rather cry and walk away then dealwith any kinda problem im not good at it i dont know how to handle it with out being upset sure theres worse things to worry bout.


I got an iphone seems ok so for im updateiing the phone its gunna bout 85 hours and so i think im gunna go to sleep becuz my head hurts and im freezing

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