I only one time before racked my brain for a guy that i loved. and i promised to never do it again becuz its STUPID! well here recently i have found my self going completely in mode :::freak out::: and i dont mean to it just sorta happens and i try to ignore it but it gets the best of me and i just have to a freak out moment for a few mins or hour(s) or until im satisfied in knowing the truth of what i thought up some crazy story in my head. i feel like a crazy. Worrying a sin and i have done to much worrying so ive done to much sinning. Forgive me Lord. i've been screwed over to many times by guys ill be the first to run away before anything happens.Its hard to read Owen sometimes i really dont know his thoughts and we haven't spoken much really and i... have nothing to say bout it just so be it. ill handle watever comes my way i guess.
At Bible study we have a new girl! She also has learned Biblical Hebrew soo that means i have a study buddy an someone to read with soo awesome!!!
im only off tonite from work until next week. kinda sucks but its ok i need to get caught up on my bills..grr
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