its been a longgg

October ....and a bad month im glad its over!! but today being November 1 was an ok day till the end apparently i cant joke any more or i didnt get it so it led to big blah blah argument with Owen im really upset by it actually i just feel bad i dont know anymore.I love him to pieces and i really couldnt picture my life with out him. :(
 I got a job finally at family christian book store but i have only worked one day!! that better not be all i work one day a week is crazy i need 50+ hours a week grr oh well i will have to find a new one. 
I need to finish my bible study then sleep -_-