Wednesday, June 6, 2012

life happens.

...and it pass's by us like we ,well i , wouldn't believe. my mom showed me this obituary  from the paper of this lady who died whom ive know for years! Her daughter and i were best friends in elementary school then after that we stop talking becuz you know group friend changes everything changes in middle school. So my mom was like were going to this  funeral and im like no no i dont like them ive only been to like 3 out of my 27 years of life. Well after going to the park with Ashley and the boys mom called and was like hello im here come now soo i reluctantly went. It was so sad really,lots of people, and i even seen some of the kids i went to school with but never spoken to then i seen an old friend whom i knew well back then but not so much now. So after it was over the family went out so we could sorry or watever  you think might comfort someone and never really does. I seen my old friend i gave her a hug and said so sorry i could feel her sadness and i have never been hugged so tight by her before lol freaky sounding i know but it was so sad i didnt feel sad until i hugged her i almost lost it i told her id pray for her becuz wat else can i say? i dont know the experience thanks God my mom is still her id be a nut case with out her. Then i got to her dad, whom i just seen a few months at the store  i  loved her parents they were great people  and i would definetly  call them if i ever needed anything i was close to them, it was so sad to see him but before the funeral ended the preacher guy was like we must pray for Joel her husband becuz after the funeral after the people go away hes gunna be alone his mate is gone :\ sad really but so true, when i seen his tears i thought of that hes gunna be alone how do u deal? I pray for his soul i pray Jesus comforts him to the point of not missing her being there. I pray for my old friend and her brother Jesus that they find comfort in You.

...Sadly i wanted to punch Owen in the gut!!! I let him drive the G8 and we were at taco bell and he didnt pull out far enough and BAMMM drove right onto the freaking curb :\  i was a little upset but he felt really bad lol he kept saying sorry i just ignored him LOL sorry dear hehe :P but its ok i know if he messed up he would fix at least he better or ill chop off his arm or tell my daddy  hahaha :P anyways  i gotta call some people for him soo write more later.


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