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so once again i have been neglecting my blog hehe :\  i just didn't feel like writing i suppose. nothing new anyways. just thanksgiving was the other day we ate lunch at the church and just chilled at home and hung out with my dawling Owen. ill get back to this in a few days or weeks  -_-

i must say..

i am jobless again ack!! the girl told me oh i can give you 30 hours a week but instead it ending up being 1 day a week!! seriously no thanks ill save my gas and so now im jobless but i gotta find a job soon i cant keep letting Owen pay my bills all thought he doesn't mind but i do!! my daddy raised me better then that. My grandma Linda is very sick and in the hospital it will be a miracle if she makes it out alive. sad to say :( but i know this life is only temporary and Jesus is the end result!!  and now sleep is my result to the end of my day!!

its been a longgg

October ....and a bad month im glad its over!! but today being November 1 was an ok day till the end apparently i cant joke any more or i didnt get it so it led to big blah blah argument with Owen im really upset by it actually i just feel bad i dont know anymore.I love him to pieces and i really couldnt picture my life with out him. :(
 I got a job finally at family christian book store but i have only worked one day!! that better not be all i work one day a week is crazy i need 50+ hours a week grr oh well i will have to find a new one. 
I need to finish my bible study then sleep -_-

my life feels

like a total mess right now. I wish i had a freaking job that i could afford my  own house plus bills plus kids!!!    I cant wait to start my job although i will make barely enough to put gas in my freaking car!! OH LORD JESUS please come take us from this earth now i hate it!!! 

I have been

trying to gather my thoughts since 2 weeks now..some things have happen in my house and its a mess for sure and i being a mom i think im doing the right thing for my kids all though its really pissed off some other family members but oh well im over it i have kids to raise and ill do it the best way i think is right!! All we need is JESUS!! 

Owen added me to his car insurance its soo much cheaper and we got phone new cell phones blah blah blah. 

I hope i get a job soon i have put in a million apps i hate not working grr  

sleep in order now.. -_-

BOOMER SOONER!!

HECK YEA!!! OU wrecked tech!!!41OU 20tech  it was awesome man!! my first OU game my 2nd tech game also the first time i seen tech they wrecked by Iowa state haha it was awesome too!! it was a good game and a good day before the game Owen wanted to eat at Fuddruckers or sth i only ate cheese fries and then after the game we went to an indian restaurant it was yummy for our tummies!! im really proud of Owen trying sth new and to his surprise he liked it!! Owen is a great guy!! i just love him and i thank God hes in my life!!

happy 28th bday to me on friday!!lol im becoming old or sth i dont know what that means blah blah old smold well i cant keep my eyes open enough to finish this blog ill finish tomorrow and post OU pics!! Boomer Sooner!! 
   me and half of the face of my love lol silly !!

for Rachel

Best friend song!! Rachel and i have been threw alot of junk good bad ugly and super super fun party times!! Praise Jesus that He knows who to put in our lifes and who take out of lifes!! I luv ya Rach!!