for Rachel

Best friend song!! Rachel and i have been threw alot of junk good bad ugly and super super fun party times!! Praise Jesus that He knows who to put in our lifes and who take out of lifes!! I luv ya Rach!!

no blues day tuesday..

Sooo i left out an important note from sunday and a pic i purposely bought Nehemiah a pink shirt becuz i know Owen has a pink shirt and its cute when they match hehehe.ill post a few pics at the end of this blog. Yesterday i took Zak to school and he didnt wanna go so we went out to the car then he starts throwing a fit to go back into school well i should have just kept him home becuz mom said his teacher said he was holy terror and would not listen and he sat in time out for most of the day. acck!!! So today i kept him home becuz he had a snotty nose and just wasn't feeling well. So well see how he is in the morning to see if he wants to  go tomorrow.

Tonite we started a bible study "stepping up" with Beth Moore  its gunna be awesome study!! 
Zaki all ice creamed up!!

 my pinky boys!! lol <3

 Owen and i being super silly!

BIBLE STUDY!! being face down before Adonai WILL change our life's.

sunday funday

it was a nice day today!! After church we drove around to 150 waffles house's to try to find one to eat at but they were sooo busy all of them we went to!!! so we just settled for taco bell those doritoes locos tacos are the bomb double high five to the person who thought of that lol. After lunch Zaki has a nap and miah stayed at home with mom while Owen and i came and cleaned his apartment really good it needed it lol so now its nice and clean and smells good!! After we spent a few hours doing that we went to the church picnic but not for very long becuz it started raining i think by the time we got back o my house it stopped oh well it was fine while we where there for a lil bit.
I got unemployment becuz i got fired from my job blah oh well at least i know ill be able to pay my bills thx God but i really need a job soon i hate not working and being busy im gunna go threw all my stuff this week i have boxs and boxs of junk in my room that im not sure what it is im such a packrat i hate it but i cant seem to get rid of stuff grr!! ill fix that this week.

 Church was good today!! i enjoyed the word then after church i always drive around back of the church to exit and some couple was coming reallllly fast they almost ran into and then they were flippingme off and screaming at me from there car lol they were going to church.. how nice of them.. i hope they got saved today or atleast repented 

its only 923 pm and i think im actually go to bed before 10 pm i pretty tired and its hard to wake up to get miah awake for school at 745 soo good nite friends...

All things new by Elevation Worship (Lyrics)

it has been

a crazy week i have been a day behind sorta. i thought Miah had school pics on friday and they were thursday. so i totally had a melt down and cried and freaked out over some stuff. becuz i dont have job there fore not enough money to pay my bills Thanks God for Owen being able to help me out.  I really hope i get a job soon ive put in 10thousand apps.

zaki got sick on friday so he couldnt go to school he was a bit mad becuz he loves school but its ok he cant go sick.

i need some sleep... (*_*)

The Proof Of Your Love: For King And Country

i feel like..

a little ball of emotions tide up and if i were to get poked i dont know if i would cry laugh or explode in anger...roar 
I HATE not having a job i hate staying home 24/7 i hate not being able to pay my bills.

im envious of people with good relationship i want a perfect one i know they dont exist but at least i want a realy good one!! I wish me and Owen communicated more and a few other things that are blah right now. I suppose i disappointed him again when i asked him who some people were on his phone his voice sounded disappointed when i asked him :| sorry Owen im the worst gf ever i hope i dont disappoint you to much. ack

blah i cant even think what to write to much and i just dont feel like finishing this blog tonite.... good nite