Friday, April 13, 2012

days go by...

..so fast! its already friday my two days off of work are over sadly. Thursday bible study was good its always awesome. I love those group of people!! then today Twana asked me to help him take some pizzas to homeless people it was cool :) hes so awesome and i really hope those people enjoyed the pizza im sure they did but still. I cant thank God enough for everything HE has given me im blessed!! Thank You JESUS!!

me and some other friends went to the Indian oven restaurant it was super yummy!! love that place <3 I love India too i wanna go some day :D

on another note...so i think a relationship is like giving your heart to a person with a loaded gun and hoping the dont pull the trigger and then they do and ur left broken hearted, unwilling to love and afraid to trust again ugh!!

i need sleep. Thank you Jesus for an amazing day!! God bless all the homeless people Jesus give them shelter and food when they need it Jesus times are tuff and life is hard i know i cant make it with out you in Jesus name Amen!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

...some days ...

......i feel like i wanna scream. pretty normal i guess as of lately i've been so annoyed by everything i dont know why!! i just want to be left alone but no chance of that happening. thx be to Jesus my sweet release!! <3

I really hope i can come up with all the money for the Israel trip. *_* if its the will of God then it will happen if not then so be it.

im really hateing my job becuz of who i work with this girl shes mean and hateful and very very stupid. she lies so much she believes herself and then forgets half of shes told someone else and then someone else another thing. annoying i just pray for her she hates me and i dont really care. after school is over im out of there im getting a different job this one is lame now i wont ever accomplish anything there and theres not room for moving up unless i go to school for social work ugh no thanks!!

im really kinda sad also becuz Twana says hes leaveing in May hes become very very dear friend to me even we argue over religion stuff but i love him like a best friend hes a super great guy. I wish the best for him here even tho he has so much hard times God be with him then my other bestie Ashley :\ her visa is gunna run out soon and shell have to go back to Kenya i dont want her to leave at alll ill go crazyyyy two of my best friends haveing to go sad news :S

Easter was really really fun!! i went to sunrise service at church was awesome so much people and then i stayed for 2nd service hung out with my sister and another chick. then we went to my grandmas house for egg hunting. my dad and his wife plus mom and her husband all together was awkward at first but then it was great fun really Praise Jesus for His Resurrection!! Glory to God

i have to go to freaky work now write more laterrr

Lord Jesus give me strength enough for today i am weak with out You.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

words...

soooo ...yesterday i was gunna totally blog and rant and be mad at my job. which i am still but whatever!! i work my butt off for them and they cant even give me one day off that i want :\ oh well after school im getting a new job and totally walking out when needed :\ but ok im over that!

Church was amazing last nite!! thank you Jesus for humbling my Paster and all the other Pasters in the church. we had a foot washing service, communion and prayer time!! so something like an "upper room experience" definitely blessed me was soo awesome!! i wont forget that.

Called out group is so awesome i just love everyone who comes there. im so glad Twana comes even if he dont believe the same like us. something keeps bringing him back ;) yeaa the Power of Christ he just doesn't understand that's my prayer Jesus give Twana the wisdom to understand you and faith to believe


Thank You Jesus for giving me EVERYTHING i have. Lord i pray for my kids lifes Jesus that they may faithfully live for You all for ur Glory God. and same with my life Jesus i want to bring Glory to You. Shine Your face on me God in Jesus name amen.

Monday, March 26, 2012

Choneni Elohim, from Psalm 51 (Be Gracious to me O G-d)

nice weekend!

Saturday was pretty awesome!! I and few others from Called out and the Church helped Russ and Kaylie with the both hands project. ..Both hands = one hand for the widows one hand for he orphans. we painted and cleaned up and did stuff for this older lady at church. it was great fun to hang out with my friends and bless this lady and it also helps pay for their adoption. Plus i just love Russ and Kaylie they are so awesome!!

blah i got in trouble for sleeping at work haha so i got wrote up for it. i was sleepy so i decided to sleep and my supervisor was so not happy :\ hehehe i think its funny oh well i was looking for a job when i found this one!! after the summer im gonna look for a new job so :P to you job

write more later..

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

*_*

..people who say God doesn't answer prayer... they truly dont pray that's it!! I pray everyday for my attitude towards my kids to love them more and to yell less!! Praise God i see a change in me and in their attitude of a nicer mommy then a yelling! but lo i did try to yell and i couldn't no words came no sound nothing but hot air...i felt convicted and said sorry with hugs, Praise Jesus for the big change!


1 Thessalonians 5:
16 Rejoice always, 17 pray without ceasing, 18 in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Spring Break

...was sorta a waste of money and time!! like always at least i got to see my grandparents and a few days with my crazy sister!! plus being off work was super duper!! now its time to get back to work becuz i need $3330.00 before November!! i gotta work my butt of this summer to get this money for a trip to Israel!! its gunna be amazing!! i was sad i didn't get time to see my friend amazing friend Rami nor go to arabic church :( this summer too hopefully i can work sth out to go and also go to chi town to go witnessing to the muslims. interesting stuff!!
..on another note.. Beyonce's heat perfume is pretty nice smelling i like it!!
my son's father is trying to drowned me with his drama and lies but in the end the truth will prevail his evilness!! God be with him!!

Lord thank You for your mercy, ur loving kindness, and everything you have given me. To Your name be all the Glory!!