has flown by!! Time is going like crazy everything is going ok i think ... as good as the situation is gonna be for now...
...i got a job at this awesome clothing store called Torrid its plus size clothing!! I helped open it and set stuff up and hang clothes and folded shirt and folded shirt and folded shirts LOL its hard work opening a clothing store!! But it was super interesting something i dont wanna do again unless im like owner or co owner!!
Im still looking for a better job to actually help me pay my bills and get my own space and not live wit my cousin. Its cool an all but we all used to our own space..
Missing my dad comes in waves some days are better then others which is normal... i told my mum the other night i swear i still think its not real...like hes gone a vacation and hell call as soon as hes back... i mean i guess while writing this i was thinking hes kinda on vacation and ill see him again in heaven for sure!!
Me an my cousin and her daughter went to the beach today while the kids were at school its nice to just go alone sometimes with out kids and listen to the waves and get sum sun and walk on the beach looking for "treasures" and by treasure i mean sea shells!! we always come home with a bag full and just leave em on the porch lol its cool tho!! But today we got giant shells!! they are awesome ill post pic..im ready for summer