was another day a new feel to an old holiday. It was nice to hang out with my sister we spent some much needed sister time together good chats and fun shopping kinda black friday on a thursday night was ridiculously stupid! i wont do it again!! It was also good to spend it wit my grandparents and my dads family. We talked about how thanksgiving was one of dads favoirte and how he likes to cook turkey and its always a new style or flavor of some sort!! It was good to talk about him my heart hurts that i cant call him.
I have yelled at God and i even have stopped speaking to Him but not a second goes by that He reminds me Hes still in control and i need to stop and breath this is life and its gonna go on and get better the pain is still gonna be impending but only for a little bit!!
