and a crazy one. Ive been away for a while with no reason and few friends have been like hey man why ur not blogging sorry i got lazy bout it :) thanks for reading anyways!! <3
Where do i begin.. ok so we all know i lost my job and moved outta Owens so while in the midst of looking for a job i decided to go to Austin. Zakariah's dad lives there and we had made this agreement when zaki was born we would switch off going back and forth for his bday so the last time i was in Austin was 2010 so 2011&2012 Amjid came because i didnt feel like going south. Anyways we had an ok time just took the boys shopping for school clothes and toys and we went swimming a lot because its 24 hour pool and it was to hot in the day so we went at night so fun and the boys loved it All the other time we just spent hanging out at Amjids game rooms or playing the wii. Rodney went with us and he ended up staying which is good for him to get away and start over so to say as he is working in one of Amjid's shops and an indian food "taco stand" so to say he likes it i reckon.
While i was in Austin Owen was here having a COW he hated every minute i was there and we were arguing a lot and it was super annoying he calls me insecure a lot that's because hes sneaky about everything. Well he thought since i was Austin and he was mad thats its ok talk crap on me to some people at church and who ever who listen to his vomit outta his mouth even he adds his ex wife's to his facebook and chats them up!! hello ur ex wife's cheated on you why still acknowledge them let them go allready man. He did break up with me because he was mad but he didnt have to talk crap about me to anyone not cool!! So when i came back from Austin the next day he was at my house telling me he loves me and he sorry and hes got counseling and gunna do more blah blah blah. Ok so thats cool im more upset because you had to chat to all ur girl friends on facebook about my life's problems and your ex wife's its not there business especially when its about my kids!! Unless your a single parent or a parent all you will never understand what its like dealing with the other parent especially if you dont have any kids. and when you get mad you dont do crazy stuff like that!! So i forgave him because that's the proper thing to do. But we have alot of work and counseling to do both of us. neither one of is perfect and we both kinda think we are thats what our problems are. Were not God and no where good enough to even think were Christ like allthough we do strive to be. thats the lastest news with us.
The boys have started school Nehemiah is in 1st grade hes so smart he reads so fast and good he got moved up in his reading level too im so proud of him!! Zakis in pre-k he was haven some trouble but now hes most good to his friends and not mean thx God!!
I got a job like my old job helping m.r people in their group home. Its kinda weird because ive known them for along time because mom used to run this place for awhile now the boss is someone who used to work for my mom so she gave me a job kinda weird but cool cuz ineeded one and i love hours 6a-2pm mon- fri i cant complain. all thought Madeline is reopeing the travel center up well see where God leads me with this one!!
now im all caught up ill probally be back to normal blogging on sunday as it is my 29th!! bday on saturday and im having a dinner party! im sure ill post pics !!
Lord I pray that you guide me in the right direction of my life may it be jobs or relationships You know whats best for me more then i know for my self. Help me with my kids and their little lifes for now guide them to You Lord. Thank You Jesus for selfless love and unending Grace that i need everyday i love you. Amen <3
