running out of titles sometimes. well Tony is in the hospital again...dont know whats wrong just know that hes not feeling well and his bp is HIGH and his <3 rate is way to fast ...ack praying for him for sure.
Im really frustrated about a few things that have happen to Miah back in October and it still upsets him and me and all of us. only God can help us with this one... i really have no words for this tonite im so upset i just wanna punch some kid in the face and be sure he knows who he is!!!
i got the boys a lil puppy hes cute but right now hes crying in his cage cuz its bed time and im like why why why did i get this animal again!! grr summer time please hurry so i can put him outside were all good lil pets belong!! hell be allright as soon as i get him potty trained where he runs to the door to go out not just go in the floor yucki!!
i have to work tomorrow night grr not becuz i want to i have to it would have been better if the girl would have asked me instead of demanding andtelling oh by the way u have to do this... umm no i dont have to do anything you say gal.. ur just a cowork not my boss!!
Miah seems to be liking the new school which is good!! I've been trying to teach Owen some of what the Bible says lol like we speak life and death in our life and others life ya know.. he says "oh i have this wrong with my heart" im like "dude really no you dont your healed in Jesus name ya know" hes like "but but " me "fine stay sick and die " lol i just want him to exercise his right faith and get to know the WORD !! i want a spiritual leader in my life not a spiritual dud i know he loves God but its more then just bout being saved, believing in ur heart and going to church its a relationship its a love story between you and Jesus a spiritual affair i know he knows this surely i know that but come on its time to put ur faith to work and prayer time is much needed!!!!
pray for us all we need it Jesus gives us strength when we dont have no at all!!
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
things are changing..
...like Nehemiah's school..i took him out of Lakeview and now he goes to Paramount today was his first day and he seemed to love it but he was using the excuse of "im shy im shy" so he didnt have to use his work but it didnt work lol hes a silly kid but seriously im sure he was shy he is a shy kid at first i had to stay with him at school for an extra 30 mins to get him in his class and get adjusted but i think hell do just fine there!!
Zakariah was a good at his school today for once!! but at church he was hitten and bitting :| lil brat man sometimes idk why he does this stuff i tell him its not nice even bit him a few times so he knows it doesnt feel good :| he better grow out of this bitting stuff gets me crazy!!!
I was off work today i got caught up on laundry and my momma did my taxes so now we wait for them!! I gotta go back to work tomorrow its easy but the other day this girl was really rude telling me what i was gunna go work and what i was and wasn't gunna do :| ekk NO sir she better learn to ask not tell. i really like working there tho well see what the future holds for us Madeline says some things are gunna change and some are not gunna like it :S :S anyways whatever happens happens Gods in control not me!!
Owen and I wanna take a couple of people out to dinner to get there advice on marriage and stuff which could help us :)(:Church was really interesting tonite...it was about "fasle signs of the end of times" like just becuz theres alot of false teachers, wars and rumors of em and earthquakes and persecution doesnt mean its the end just yet that its just life!! it was pretty interesting really Mark 13 i did it i cant wait till next Wednesday!!
but now im so tired :| and i have to wake up to early to get Miah ready for school!! Peace! Be Blessed
Zakariah was a good at his school today for once!! but at church he was hitten and bitting :| lil brat man sometimes idk why he does this stuff i tell him its not nice even bit him a few times so he knows it doesnt feel good :| he better grow out of this bitting stuff gets me crazy!!!
I was off work today i got caught up on laundry and my momma did my taxes so now we wait for them!! I gotta go back to work tomorrow its easy but the other day this girl was really rude telling me what i was gunna go work and what i was and wasn't gunna do :| ekk NO sir she better learn to ask not tell. i really like working there tho well see what the future holds for us Madeline says some things are gunna change and some are not gunna like it :S :S anyways whatever happens happens Gods in control not me!!
Owen and I wanna take a couple of people out to dinner to get there advice on marriage and stuff which could help us :)(:Church was really interesting tonite...it was about "fasle signs of the end of times" like just becuz theres alot of false teachers, wars and rumors of em and earthquakes and persecution doesnt mean its the end just yet that its just life!! it was pretty interesting really Mark 13 i did it i cant wait till next Wednesday!!
but now im so tired :| and i have to wake up to early to get Miah ready for school!! Peace! Be Blessed
Sunday, January 27, 2013
the weekend
has come and gone like normal... except on friday nite..Owen and I were giving concert tickets from Rick and Madeline from my job :) it was an evening with Third Day!! it was super rocken show!!! I love them and i have always wanted to see them and now i have!! it was so good!! Before the show started they were giving away stuff and surprisingly Owen's name was called he won a hat its really nice too and then after we got their autographs and then we went out to eat with Rick and Maddy at Ihop!! I love them two they are great people of God and funny and their hearts to help anyone in need is beyond any words i could say or compare to im glad to work for them!!
On saturday i worked 4p-12a i didnt get home till 1 and i took a shower and was in bed by 1:30 and then at 630am the boys woke me up :|i was in a bad mood and didnt what to deal with NO ONE today church was good the music was ok then after church i was sleepy and grumpy and so we went to eat then i took a much needed nap and woke up in a 100% better mood and i know that made Owen cuz he was like ok jerk im done with ya today lol.
Mom and Tony got us a washer and dryer for 50$ so its cool the dryer pluged is messed up my dad is gunna fix it tomorrow. i have to work tomorrow 8-4p
and so im gunna go rest a bit..
On saturday i worked 4p-12a i didnt get home till 1 and i took a shower and was in bed by 1:30 and then at 630am the boys woke me up :|i was in a bad mood and didnt what to deal with NO ONE today church was good the music was ok then after church i was sleepy and grumpy and so we went to eat then i took a much needed nap and woke up in a 100% better mood and i know that made Owen cuz he was like ok jerk im done with ya today lol.
Mom and Tony got us a washer and dryer for 50$ so its cool the dryer pluged is messed up my dad is gunna fix it tomorrow. i have to work tomorrow 8-4p
and so im gunna go rest a bit..
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
what a busy day...
.....man at work today was crazy busy!!! i really like my job the people are great!! i love them!! Rick and Maddy bought Owen and i Third day concert tickets for friday night soo cool!!! i've always wanted to see them!! Praise the Lord its my chance too!! ...
and then Kennith called!!! My car was fixed today!! woot WooT got it picked up and it looks awesome like a new car!! all cleaned up and shinny i gotta scrub down the inside tho its kinda dirty and my boys put their papers everywhere grr makes me crazy!! but its all right!!
I am so tired i had to help in the children s church tonite so i didnt get to hear the sermon and Owen doesn't remember it to tell me :| :| so i guess i gotta get a cd on sunday.
On another note Sabreen and Amjid are at it again making me nuts she calls and tells me drama he calls cussing her im sick of it really i wish they would leave me the heck alone!!! i know Amjid wants to see his kid but really if it was less drama it would be different. nothing is life is easy tho.
Well im pretty sure my Called out days are over. Im gunna miss all my friends in there and especially gunna miss digging into the word with Russ!! but everything begins and everything ends. actually kinda makes my heart sad but i must move on. *tears* Ill still see everyone at church but it wont be the same I love all of them in there too made some really great friends along the way. I pray that group does great things for God and they grow more!!!
anyways God still is King of the world!! Lord i pray for more of YOU and less of me in my life in my day in my every second. I need You Jesus i love you Amen
its time for me crash i have to work tomorrow and my poor lil feets ares sleepy. -_-
and then Kennith called!!! My car was fixed today!! woot WooT got it picked up and it looks awesome like a new car!! all cleaned up and shinny i gotta scrub down the inside tho its kinda dirty and my boys put their papers everywhere grr makes me crazy!! but its all right!!
I am so tired i had to help in the children s church tonite so i didnt get to hear the sermon and Owen doesn't remember it to tell me :| :| so i guess i gotta get a cd on sunday.
On another note Sabreen and Amjid are at it again making me nuts she calls and tells me drama he calls cussing her im sick of it really i wish they would leave me the heck alone!!! i know Amjid wants to see his kid but really if it was less drama it would be different. nothing is life is easy tho.
Well im pretty sure my Called out days are over. Im gunna miss all my friends in there and especially gunna miss digging into the word with Russ!! but everything begins and everything ends. actually kinda makes my heart sad but i must move on. *tears* Ill still see everyone at church but it wont be the same I love all of them in there too made some really great friends along the way. I pray that group does great things for God and they grow more!!!
anyways God still is King of the world!! Lord i pray for more of YOU and less of me in my life in my day in my every second. I need You Jesus i love you Amen
its time for me crash i have to work tomorrow and my poor lil feets ares sleepy. -_-
Sunday, January 20, 2013
Proverbs 22:14
Proverbs 22:14-- The mouth of an immoral women is a dangerous trap; those who make the LORD angry will fall into it.
I think when us women say bad curse words it makes us look ugly not pretty and less cared for by others.
Owen and I was on a date the other nite and this person walked in to the place we were i freaked out and totally dropped the "f bomb". I felt so stupid after saying i over reacted and said the wrong thing. I was thinking why did i say this what is my dating thinking that i said this!? So ugly of me to say. So as in saying this thing it only invoked me to get angry and upset and wanted to start dissing on the person who came into the restaurant. Which only leads to more bad words unnecessary angry and me looking like a fool. So i plan on keeping an eye on my language a lot more then i have which is bad. Also i have kids who dont need to hear foul language from their mom they will think its cool and its really not!!
I think when us women say bad curse words it makes us look ugly not pretty and less cared for by others.
Owen and I was on a date the other nite and this person walked in to the place we were i freaked out and totally dropped the "f bomb". I felt so stupid after saying i over reacted and said the wrong thing. I was thinking why did i say this what is my dating thinking that i said this!? So ugly of me to say. So as in saying this thing it only invoked me to get angry and upset and wanted to start dissing on the person who came into the restaurant. Which only leads to more bad words unnecessary angry and me looking like a fool. So i plan on keeping an eye on my language a lot more then i have which is bad. Also i have kids who dont need to hear foul language from their mom they will think its cool and its really not!!
10 days later..
....from the last blog..hehe a quit of a few things have happen actually!! i got rear ended by an old man texting on his cell phone!!! he did about $9,000.00 in damage his insurance is paying for it also for the rent car too serves him right he should be paying for it all shouldn't be texting and driving!!!
Tonite Owen and I went to my old church Harvest Time Pentecostal church of God I missed that place so much the people too it was good to see everyone :) i love them i love it there its like my home. I think we might start going on sunday nights :). I think we also decided that we want Bro Messer to marry us. It makes sinces hes been my paster since i went there ive know him for about 10 years its a long time! I love them.
The kids dont have school tomorrow but i have too work. So im gunna go to sleep now. nite nite <3
Thursday, January 10, 2013
a new year already..
im still tripping over 2012 it went by so fast and so much things happened i lost some really good friend but i always meet and made some freaking awesome new friends to replace the old ones!! Also ive met the love of my life :) Owen is amazing!! i love him and i pray for us a long life together!!!!
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
happy New year!!
yea sorry I've been neglecting my poor bloggie poo haha it's been crazy busy around my casa!! Christmas was good the kids got a few toys and some clothes they had a good time!! me and mom cooked a big dinner and my sister an Kelly and Lillie and all of Tonys kids come over to our house is way to small for all those people to be here. but it was fun.
Owen and I got a house!! it's 3 bedroom 2 bath it's supper cute!! and cheap but I gotta find a job so I can help with all da bills life gets expensive fast!!
happy New Years!! this year I plan to make my walk with The Lord better then it has been because I have been lacking. less of me more of Jesus my life depends on it!! and I also plan on being a better blogger!!
Owen and I got a house!! it's 3 bedroom 2 bath it's supper cute!! and cheap but I gotta find a job so I can help with all da bills life gets expensive fast!!
happy New Years!! this year I plan to make my walk with The Lord better then it has been because I have been lacking. less of me more of Jesus my life depends on it!! and I also plan on being a better blogger!!
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