my life feels

like a total mess right now. I wish i had a freaking job that i could afford my  own house plus bills plus kids!!!    I cant wait to start my job although i will make barely enough to put gas in my freaking car!! OH LORD JESUS please come take us from this earth now i hate it!!! 

I have been

trying to gather my thoughts since 2 weeks now..some things have happen in my house and its a mess for sure and i being a mom i think im doing the right thing for my kids all though its really pissed off some other family members but oh well im over it i have kids to raise and ill do it the best way i think is right!! All we need is JESUS!! 

Owen added me to his car insurance its soo much cheaper and we got phone new cell phones blah blah blah. 

I hope i get a job soon i have put in a million apps i hate not working grr  

sleep in order now.. -_-

BOOMER SOONER!!

HECK YEA!!! OU wrecked tech!!!41OU 20tech  it was awesome man!! my first OU game my 2nd tech game also the first time i seen tech they wrecked by Iowa state haha it was awesome too!! it was a good game and a good day before the game Owen wanted to eat at Fuddruckers or sth i only ate cheese fries and then after the game we went to an indian restaurant it was yummy for our tummies!! im really proud of Owen trying sth new and to his surprise he liked it!! Owen is a great guy!! i just love him and i thank God hes in my life!!

happy 28th bday to me on friday!!lol im becoming old or sth i dont know what that means blah blah old smold well i cant keep my eyes open enough to finish this blog ill finish tomorrow and post OU pics!! Boomer Sooner!! 
   me and half of the face of my love lol silly !!

for Rachel

Best friend song!! Rachel and i have been threw alot of junk good bad ugly and super super fun party times!! Praise Jesus that He knows who to put in our lifes and who take out of lifes!! I luv ya Rach!!

no blues day tuesday..

Sooo i left out an important note from sunday and a pic i purposely bought Nehemiah a pink shirt becuz i know Owen has a pink shirt and its cute when they match hehehe.ill post a few pics at the end of this blog. Yesterday i took Zak to school and he didnt wanna go so we went out to the car then he starts throwing a fit to go back into school well i should have just kept him home becuz mom said his teacher said he was holy terror and would not listen and he sat in time out for most of the day. acck!!! So today i kept him home becuz he had a snotty nose and just wasn't feeling well. So well see how he is in the morning to see if he wants to  go tomorrow.

Tonite we started a bible study "stepping up" with Beth Moore  its gunna be awesome study!! 
Zaki all ice creamed up!!

 my pinky boys!! lol <3

 Owen and i being super silly!

BIBLE STUDY!! being face down before Adonai WILL change our life's.