Friday, August 31, 2012

i dont know..

if ill ever understand men!! sure i can think i know but really i have no idea. so yea blah! im tired but i cant sleep. i have a job interview at 9:15am I pray i get it! im suppose to go back on sunday to the old job ack but i just dont want to..but i have to i have to much bills plus car payment junk blah blah sometimes i just sell it all and pack the kids up and move to Morocco!!! haha or atleast take a vacation there. I have some fugly fingernail polish on my fingers and im out of freaking remover!!! i have to get this off before the interview people look at this kind of stuff if you work with public NO UGLY fingernails i hate seeing people with ugly or chipped up polish on their nails!! 

I think on monday imma take my boys to wonderland i got free tickets thanks to Radio by Grace again lol they love that place im tired i must sleep or im gunna think my self crazy!! lol 

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Sunday... came..

and gone... acutally at church they had Harvest America that night i really dig Greg Laurie but the Harvest America thing i expected something more i guess i mean the message was good stuff ive heard before but idk maybe if i was there at the stadium it would have been different!! well before we went to church we..Owen me and the kiddos went to Owens friends house for his wife's bday i totally didn't know it was her bday or we would have gotten her a gift oh well it was fun anyways met some new friends!! Then after church went home and got the kids ready for their first day of school!! 

  Nehemiah goes all day which is nice for me if he wont get into fights apparently he got into a fight today!! i have no idea why or whats going i need to ask his teacher what the heck happen!! Zakariah LOVES going to school he only goes half day in the afternoon he loves it he has so much fun and it wears him out. I was feeling a lil bored with out them tho... its ok cuz i need to look for a job!!

Owen and i are doing good!! Becuz i stopped worrying bout whose he calling or whose calling him or where hes going and what hes doing.n Im just trusting him and thats all i can do becuz if he does something wrong then that's on his conscience!! But  i hope all things work out well for us I like alot  hes pretty awesome person. So God be with us and if not then Lord separate us!! 

apparently i was too late to register for college today :\ who made this rule up!?! cant register the day after school starts ack!! oh well i need to look fora job and start next semester!

im gunna post the kids first day of school pics.. then i gotta get some rest i sleeppyy 
 Nehemiah to sleep to stand up to take pic lol 
 Zakariah all excited ready to walk out the door
me and miah taken a pic together!

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

yup it was my 5...

year old who pulled the fire alarm at church tonite!!! he was like oppss what did i do i said BIG TROUBLE!!  he was scared by all the sounds and flashy lights :\ gets me crazy some times. Well i found out today that Zakariah gets to go to school!! yippie skippie i hope he just acts good and not get into trouble becuz he is a bit of a wild child. ack oh well he is only 3 soo i guess normal.

Church was interesting tonite "How to study the Bible" using Philemon.. Paster James was talking about how most of us read the bible but not study it im guilty ill read  just to get it done and not take time to think about what the Word says or how God is speaking to me :( sad but true i must study more my life depends on it. 


So far everything is going well with Owen i haven't freaked out in almost a week in a half!! I just gave the whole situation over to God He knows my future and whats good for me Romans 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. I know God wont fail me may it be relationships, my job , my kids and my whole life. I just pray i have can have enough faith to get threw this life!!!


My stupid job!! After all this drama the stupid people tell me "we dont find any evidence of the complaints i made" really!! im upset becuz my friends ex friends are now 2 faced liars they know what goes on and didnt say anything i would have done anything for those girls they were my friends but now they are nothing to me. oh well all things must come to an end just like this stupid job. i need sleep now!! 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Boomer sooner...

..baby!! yeaaa thats right Owen and I plus a few other peeps are gunna go to the OU and texas tech game in Lubbock !! its gunna be awesome. OU is gunna wreck tech!! Also its the day after my 28th bday yup..28 getting older is a part of life haha soo im ok with that i had a half mid life crisis at 21 i freaked out and realized i was actually in my 20s and wondered where the heck my life and time has went. Since then ive had some ups and very down downs ah is well now thanks GOD!!

Im looking for a job i've put in a few applications. not enough obviously oh well soon one will come i hope soon then later. Today the weather is really nice and cloudy and cool!! it beat the 100+ degree heat!
Next week Nehemiah goes to kindergarten!! hes super excited as i am for him im tryen to get zaki into day care too..anyways im finished here for now.. 

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

day's gone by..

...opps long time no blogging and i know it i just didnt feel like it :S i did but obviously not enough to care to do it. whatever!! 
umm soo last week my co-worker called me on something who my i guess now my ex friend told her what i was gunna do blah blah blah so i told her the truth bout what i was gunna do she didnt like it to much then she proceeded to tell me everyone hates me and thinks im weird and im some religious freak and im racist. all becuz i think obama is the anti-christ haha im entitled to my opinions i dont like the guy he's shady and a bad president and i think hes a muslim. i guess the only thing out of all this mess is that i found out whom i thought was a good friend is really 2 faced and not a friend at all and my other friend wont even talk to me :( that makes me sad we were really good friends. but i guess all good things come to an end at some pointe in life even if does hurt your heart. praise Jesus HIS LOVE is never ending!! some times its hard for people to handle the truth some times i am this way o-well. LIFE goes on.

I won 4 tickets to wonderland from the church radio station Radio by Grace http://radiobygrace.com/  so Owen and i took the boys we had fun wore the kids out!! they loved it. poor Owen got sick tho from the spinning ride LOL i think well go again before it closes. 
Ill post pics later of the boys from that night.

well i dont have much of anything else to say soo see you in a few days blogger <3 


Wednesday, August 8, 2012

interesting time...

my family has had this weekend. It was Zakariah's birthday weekend..his dad and our friend Sabreen came for the weekend to buy him gifts and stuff for his party!! IT was really good weekend actually sometimes a little bit of drama but all in all thanks God it was nice. Amjid is trying to talk me in to moving back to Austin to be totally honest half of me wants to and the other is a no go. Im just gunna pray bout it God makes everything clear when i ask Him.  Zakis party was fun but i was late and unorganized bout it. Owen took his grill and help us get half of the stuff for the party thanks alot for him :) and Amjid cooked some stuff  the cake was huge i didnt know how big it was till we picked it up 80$ later ack im really glad Amjid paid for it.  Along with buy about 600$ worth of toys and clothes for the boys!! im happy he did that actually!! they got some cute clothes plus zakis some pants for his lil fat butt hes gunna be a big guy like his daddy. 
Zak cried really hard when it was time for his dad to leave it made me kinda sad :( Amjid and I need to make arrangements for him to see zaki more becuz zaki does love him and he knows its his dad they have this weird connection for not ever seeing each other. crazy!! Im gunna post some pics fromthe party later on.

On Monday i was getting a cup from the cabinet and another glass cup fell out and shattered and some glass got into my eye thanks God its ok it just made a bruise on it i went to the er to check bout it it was soo busy over there the eye drops i had to get where 80$!!!! ack crazy!! well im gunna post some pics now ill write later.