Matt Redman - 10,000 Reasons (Bless the Lord)

Amazing really Praise Jesus!!

grr

today im feeling a bit mad!! Zakariahs dad is a piece of junk! for 2 weeks i told him to pay my cell phone and he didnt and he wont. sure to some its not a big deal but to me it is!! im a single mom with no help from the baby daddys at all!! and then Zakariahs dad acts like he does everything for him and he doesnt do anything but make big drama and thinks hes all cool. he doesnt pay child support nothing and then says oh i dont have no money but he sure as heck can buy a new lexus and another cars plus run illegal business's. grrr! hell get whats coming to him!! i cant complain to much becuz my God does provide!! this is just another reason why humans suck and cant be trusted! anyways... onward with out complaints!! 

I recommend everyone buy Passion Here with you Cd its amazing and everyone is totally rocken also Passion White Flag too

i hope this plague of moths end soon lol  they love scentsy! i have to change mine everyday becuz its all filled with moths.

Owen has went to work for my dad. which is cool i guess i hope he likes it and does a good job i just dont want him to ever have to experience the wrath of my dad its scary lol. Owens an awesome guy with a great heart God bless him in everything he does in his life. 

write later.

Thank you - Hillsong New 2010 (lyrics) (Worship with tears 6)

Jesus is God!

Last night in Bible study we were in John 18, Mark 14 and Luke 22. We were talking bout Jesus had a false trial and wrong from the Jewish law it was unfair. At first I  felt sad then i felt happy Im happy Jesus had an unfair trial!! becuz if it  was fair we wouldn't have our Savior today the bible would be meaningless and we would be lost in the wilderness of life. Jesus is clearly God with out him we have nothing we are nothing. thank You Jesus thank You God everything you do is planed out perfect for You Glory!!!

....so much to say...yet so little can be said...

...whoaaaa... crazy week!! should have wrote but i didnt feel like it. So pretty much i have trust issues i dont know why. i mean i really havent had a relationship in like 3 years i dont know how relate to anyone anymore. i mean im happy being single. but now it seems like i cant stop thinking of this one certain guy and i like him alot. frustration!

Nehemiah is gunna be 5 next month i cant believe it the time has flown by so fast i still remember him as a baby with chubby cheeks aww id take anything to g back into time and capture every thing on photo!!

Work is still sucky!! im looking for a new job seriously hope i can find one that pays good and normal working hours!

i need to sleep now

Lord help me to trust You and others who really need trusting God. Bless my family Lord and all the people who are homeless Jesus give them soem where to safe to stay.

days go by...

..so fast! its already friday my two days off of work are over sadly. Thursday bible study was good its always awesome. I love those group of people!! then today Twana asked me to help him take some pizzas to homeless people it was cool :) hes so awesome and i really hope those people enjoyed the pizza im sure they did but still. I cant thank God enough for everything HE has given me im blessed!! Thank You JESUS!!

me and some other friends went to the Indian oven restaurant it was super yummy!! love that place <3 I love India too i wanna go some day :D

on another note...so i think a relationship is like giving your heart to a person with a loaded gun and hoping the dont pull the trigger and then they do and ur left broken hearted, unwilling to love and afraid to trust again ugh!!

i need sleep. Thank you Jesus for an amazing day!! God bless all the homeless people Jesus give them shelter and food when they need it Jesus times are tuff and life is hard i know i cant make it with out you in Jesus name Amen!

...some days ...

......i feel like i wanna scream. pretty normal i guess as of lately i've been so annoyed by everything i dont know why!! i just want to be left alone but no chance of that happening. thx be to Jesus my sweet release!! <3

I really hope i can come up with all the money for the Israel trip. *_* if its the will of God then it will happen if not then so be it.

im really hateing my job becuz of who i work with this girl shes mean and hateful and very very stupid. she lies so much she believes herself and then forgets half of shes told someone else and then someone else another thing. annoying i just pray for her she hates me and i dont really care. after school is over im out of there im getting a different job this one is lame now i wont ever accomplish anything there and theres not room for moving up unless i go to school for social work ugh no thanks!!

im really kinda sad also becuz Twana says hes leaveing in May hes become very very dear friend to me even we argue over religion stuff but i love him like a best friend hes a super great guy. I wish the best for him here even tho he has so much hard times God be with him then my other bestie Ashley :\ her visa is gunna run out soon and shell have to go back to Kenya i dont want her to leave at alll ill go crazyyyy two of my best friends haveing to go sad news :S

Easter was really really fun!! i went to sunrise service at church was awesome so much people and then i stayed for 2nd service hung out with my sister and another chick. then we went to my grandmas house for egg hunting. my dad and his wife plus mom and her husband all together was awkward at first but then it was great fun really Praise Jesus for His Resurrection!! Glory to God

i have to go to freaky work now write more laterrr

Lord Jesus give me strength enough for today i am weak with out You.

words...

soooo ...yesterday i was gunna totally blog and rant and be mad at my job. which i am still but whatever!! i work my butt off for them and they cant even give me one day off that i want :\ oh well after school im getting a new job and totally walking out when needed :\ but ok im over that!

Church was amazing last nite!! thank you Jesus for humbling my Paster and all the other Pasters in the church. we had a foot washing service, communion and prayer time!! so something like an "upper room experience" definitely blessed me was soo awesome!! i wont forget that.

Called out group is so awesome i just love everyone who comes there. im so glad Twana comes even if he dont believe the same like us. something keeps bringing him back ;) yeaa the Power of Christ he just doesn't understand that's my prayer Jesus give Twana the wisdom to understand you and faith to believe


Thank You Jesus for giving me EVERYTHING i have. Lord i pray for my kids lifes Jesus that they may faithfully live for You all for ur Glory God. and same with my life Jesus i want to bring Glory to You. Shine Your face on me God in Jesus name amen.